A Hungry Light

feminizing deification torture basement

content warnings: kidnapping, assault, sexual assault, blood, stalking, drug use, transphobia, high-control groups, forced feminization

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“I’m going to tell you some things. They’re going to sound strange. But I’m telling you because I want to do things the easy way. The easy way is better. For both of us.”

She motions with her hand to underline the point. “Let me emphasize: I would like you to believe me. But it doesn’t matter. Your choice is not yes or no. Your choice is easy or hard. Understand?”

“Yes. Yes, mistress.”

“Good. I am part of an organization that has been looking for something for a long time. A prophecy has predicted the reemergence of a goddess thought to have been lost ages ago. The Devouring Light. But we couldn’t find her, and my fellows have given up the search. But I have found her because I have an insight they lack. Do you know what it is?”

That you’re somehow even more fucking batshit than the rest of them? Mike shakes his head.

She smiles, a crazed expression coming over her face. “I understand. That a woman. Is sometimes. Born into a man’s body. A.M.A.B. I, alone, considered that our goddess might have reincarnated wrong.”

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A companion work to O Happy Dagger
Official Coffee Shop AU (sort of): The Goddess and her Dog

ok heres how this works. i dont really want to put this up where just anyone can stumble on it and read it because its fucked up and problematic and all that fun stuff. but also i dont know when i will finish it and i am very bad at finishing things. right now the book costs $7 and contains five of seven "acts" of the story (about 120,000 words). as i finish more "acts" i will add them and the price will go up. if you have bought it at a lower price you get any future bits, too, but this is not actually a guarantee that there will be future bits.

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